With the final result of my final piece of academic work released today I have officially completed my course.
wow - 3 long hard years, finished. At times I thought it would kill me - seriously
questioned my sanity many many times
with hindsight would I do it again? no - most definitely not. The course is the hardest thing I have ever done, and even now after completing and having a job to go to I am not sure I feel the love of it. Time will tell I guess. but right now I am terrified of working as a newly qualified. it seems this is normal, it seems all finalists feel this.
Dreams - weird dreams - of making terrible mistakes or being in terrible situations that cant be resolved.
waking in a cold sweat screaming and crying.
I hope this all passes
But for now I am going to enjoy my Annual Leave and try not to think about starting work too much!